I just got home from Bandfest this afternoon/early evening. Tiffany. Tanya. Truly lovely gals. Lovely, lovely.

My 50mm f/1.8 canon lens came in the mail earlier this week... I am HAPPY! and oh so excited.

Today was extremely beautiful outside. Sunny, not below freezing.. It was great. And tomorrow is supposed to be beautiful as WELL! Ah, the weather makes or breaks my day. Yes, yes. So. Tomorrow. Photoshoot w/ Lauren. I am so, so excited to shoot somebody again, especially Lauren, my original, my guinea pig, my little lady. She recently cut almost all her hair off, so I'm really excited to shoot her with some different hair.

Jesse showed me a gorgeous place for photographing. It has water, piers, trees, open areas, red plants, a bulldozer at the moment.. ha. It's great, it really is.

Then I told him, "You show me things I never thought existed." And we giggled.

But it's true.

I don't even like black and white.

I actually semi-loathe it half of the time.

Spending the night with you is a dream.
It's perfect.

Today was beautiful.

The snow and ice melted,

the water moved.

I've been so up and down,

all over everywhere.

I'm waiting for it to stop.

I'm waiting for things to be normal again.

As normal as they ever were.

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Oh, and I finished Choke.

There won't always be "happy" endings,

things won't end up "perfect,"

but that's okay.

It's okay.

"That's the way it goes some days, a fever comes at you without a warning. and i can see it in your face, you've been waiting to break since you woke up this morning. Mr. Blue, don't hold your head so low that you can't see the sky."

currently reading: Choke by Chuck Palahniuk.
so good.